i miss working in my previous company. its not that the pay is good and my colleagues are friend materials, truth is, they are exactly the opposite. the reason why i miss working there is because internet access is unlimited and all i do half the day is to chat, check my jobstreet and jobsdb alerts, and most importantly i can download mp3s. i was able to save this song "Breakdown" by Tantric in my yahoo.groups account but i do not have speaker here in my current employer so the novelty and excitement of downloading songs have subsided and almost gone. (sigh)

i dig rock music but thats not the only reason why i like this song. its seems to sum up what i had gone through at a certain point in my life. though its over now, everytime im feeling 'out there' searching for that so called 'inner happiness', i listen to this song to remind me of the time that i found myself.

In your life...You seem to have it all
You seem to have control...But deep within your soul...Your losing it
You never took the time...Assume that your to blame
You think that your insane...Won't you spare me

~Chorus~
I know the breakdown
Everything is gonna shake now someday
I know the breakdown
Tell me again now may you wake now baby
You can find the reason that
No One else is livin this way, yeah
Livin this way, yeah

In your lives...The world is built around
Two faces of the cloud...Voices in your head...Bring those four palms down
But in this unity...Fate is found in need
So you better check yourself before you check out

~Chorus~
I know the breakdown
Everything is gonna shake now someday
I know the breakdown
Tell me again now may you wake now baby
You can find the reason that
No One else is livin this way, yeah
Livin this way, yeah

If you find yourself then you might believe
Live within yourself you just might conceive

~Chorus~
I know the breakdown
Everything is gonna shake now someday
I know the breakdown
Tell me again now may you wake now baby
You can find the reason that
No One else is livin this way, yeah
Livin this way, yeah

You can find the reason that...No One Else is livin this way(4x)