Just when you thought you got me all figured out...
I mentioned in my jaded post about this guy I am going out with. I don't have any romantic feelings for this guy but I have yet to call it quits for I still have to get what I want.
Naughty? I know...
We agreed to spend the weekend at his place, for us to know each other in a more intimate and personal light. Truth is, that's not what I'm really after.
It didn't push through. Good thing. It could've been an added guilt for me. I really thought that that was the end of it, until he made his presence felt last night by sending a text message. Let's just call this guy Will, and following are our SMS conversation:
Will: Hi bhe mustah na
Me: Hi Will! Am glad u txt me. Wat hapend last saturday? Enwayz, I did s0me evaluati0n about us & i realizd dat im n0t yet ready 4 any relati0nship ryt n0w, serious or n0t. Ders n0thing wr0ng wit u, its me. My lyf sucks ryt now, ayw ko ng mgdgdg p. Focus lng muna ako s career ko, bka my mngyari p s buhay ko.
Will: Why naman im sorry kung hndi ako nakapagtxt sayo last sat kc inasikaso ko yung lola inilbas ko kc sya sa ospital dont be mad with me sorry na
Me: Im n0t mad or anythng, its just dat i cant find it in my heart 2 giv bak wat ur giving me. Im so sori, ddnt mean it 2 b dis way. Ur rili nyc, u dserv sm1 beter.
Will: Its ok pero i hope we become good friends alam mo naiiyak ako ngyn love u
Me: Pls d0nt, i d0nt deserv those tears. Friendshps d only thng i can offer u, pero wag muna ngy0n, cguro if ur totally over me nlang. Ikw rin mhihirapan. Sorry. =(
Will: Pwede k bng tawagan ngayn if u dont mind
Me: Wg nlang, pls? I d0nt wanna make it harder 4 u dan it already is. Gud nyt!
Will: Ok
I just hope he'll be the last one. I know and play this game with such panache but it still sucks. Jaded as I am, I'm guilty.
And sad...
And tired...
Naughty? I know...
We agreed to spend the weekend at his place, for us to know each other in a more intimate and personal light. Truth is, that's not what I'm really after.
It didn't push through. Good thing. It could've been an added guilt for me. I really thought that that was the end of it, until he made his presence felt last night by sending a text message. Let's just call this guy Will, and following are our SMS conversation:
Will: Hi bhe mustah na
Me: Hi Will! Am glad u txt me. Wat hapend last saturday? Enwayz, I did s0me evaluati0n about us & i realizd dat im n0t yet ready 4 any relati0nship ryt n0w, serious or n0t. Ders n0thing wr0ng wit u, its me. My lyf sucks ryt now, ayw ko ng mgdgdg p. Focus lng muna ako s career ko, bka my mngyari p s buhay ko.
Will: Why naman im sorry kung hndi ako nakapagtxt sayo last sat kc inasikaso ko yung lola inilbas ko kc sya sa ospital dont be mad with me sorry na
Me: Im n0t mad or anythng, its just dat i cant find it in my heart 2 giv bak wat ur giving me. Im so sori, ddnt mean it 2 b dis way. Ur rili nyc, u dserv sm1 beter.
Will: Its ok pero i hope we become good friends alam mo naiiyak ako ngyn love u
Me: Pls d0nt, i d0nt deserv those tears. Friendshps d only thng i can offer u, pero wag muna ngy0n, cguro if ur totally over me nlang. Ikw rin mhihirapan. Sorry. =(
Will: Pwede k bng tawagan ngayn if u dont mind
Me: Wg nlang, pls? I d0nt wanna make it harder 4 u dan it already is. Gud nyt!
Will: Ok
I just hope he'll be the last one. I know and play this game with such panache but it still sucks. Jaded as I am, I'm guilty.
And sad...
And tired...
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