"Being bisexual doubles your chance of a date on Saturday night." Woody Allen.

Most people use the term bisexuality as a sexual orientation in which an individuals feels sexual attraction towards both men and women, although not necesarily in the same degree. Read more...

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I met this guy early this week and was instantly attracted to him. He's chubby ( I'm such a sucker for chubby guys ) and barely legal. He just turned 18 which means that I should not be hearing any of my friends' comments that I am subconsciously pedoephiliac or statutory offender.

Young as he is, I was quite surprised at his agressiveness - he made the first move and all I had to do is follow his lead. Good thing he did cause I'm really not the type who would initiate a conversation with a guy.

I don't have issues kissing on first dates, but he really did surprised me. I don't even know his name then, yet our tounges were all over the place (that's the most I could say here, hehehe). I find him pursue-able enough, even if I knew him for like, three hours? I might not get another chance when our tryst is over so I gave him when he asked for my number, not expecting that he would text or call - but he did.

After some SMS exchange, he asked me if he can come to my place. I said that it's not a good idea because my mother kinda despised gays.

To which he replied:

"Hu says im gay? Im a bisexual. If ur mother hates gays does dat means he also hates u?"

I wanted to answer to his retortable comment: "I say ur gay. 1 luk at u & ders no telling twice. Ur not bisexual, lyk wat u think u r."

I cleared it before even sending it. If I did, that will probably be the last time that I'll be hearing from him. I just made an excuse that I forgot that he is bisexual and I'm really sorry for insinuating that he's gay. It's funny how he overreacted.

But then again, he already caught my fancy. A prospect is still a prospect even if it means I had to shut up this time. I am plotting my moves and it won't hurt to take a step backward.

He is not really bisexual, as what he'd been saying. I know a bisexual when I see one and he's definitely not. He's actions are too effeminate and the way he talks - he's a certified twink-erella! He even claims that he has a girlfriend, but can't give straight answers to my questions about the girl.

That has got me thinking why can't some gays just admit or accept that they are what they are - as GAYS! And had to invent words like bisexual, discreet, curious, etc. that will sound better to their's or others' ears. I know for a fact that I am one. When asked if I am gay or not, I have no reservations giving a straight affirmative answer.

But it also doesn't mean that I run around flaunting my sexual orientation with a tag in front of my shirt that says "I'm happy and GAY!". I can do better than that. I know my boundaries and limitations. Depending on the company I'm with, I can either be discreet, reserved, flambouyant, loud or bitchy. Most of the times, I am reserved and cautious of my actions that some of my gay friends brand me as paminta (or pa-mhin - gay jargons for manly - acting gays). I can't blame them, I had the discreetest of the discreet gays mistook me for a straight guy.

I really am straight - straightly gay! Hahaha!