yup, i will be blogging again.

i realized that there are far more complicated things than myself in this world. but i'm not gonna hate the world for that. i could whine, though. and i see this site as my best channel to do just that. the same reason why i changed my blog address. my posts starting this one will be NSFW.

well, it's been more than a year since my last post. what made me stop?

i fell in love, committed myself to commitment and decided to give real relationship a chance. and i'm thankful that i took the plunge. honey and i are going on our 2nd year now and i can see us reaching far beyond that.

but why am i back to blogging now? to take myself away from it all and like what i have said above - to whine.

i can't ask for more with regard to my personal life. can't say the same for work and career, though.

i love my job. have nothing to complain with my company, either. truth be told, i just got promoted last october. but why?

i just can't imagine that i am doing the things that i promised not to do when i was still starting this career. i vowed to climb the corporate ladder thru hard work, perserverance, skills and competencies. no scheming. no backstabbing. no sucking up my boss' ass.

i was giving a clean fight for almost five years and six companies that i've work with. nothing came out of it.

now, i can see that i am at the peak of my career, things are going rather well. who am i to complain, right? but why is it that i'm slowly seeing myself as the asshole like some of my former superiors that i so detest?

am i turning into one of them?

i am finally IN, in that proverbial corporate jungle.